you and i

i see all the happy faces
it leaves me in a distant place
my heart must be in outer space
i hate to walk alone
like a dog with no bone
a man with no home
i sit at the bar all alone
i hate to hear her laughter
i feel like a pig getting slaughter
i am a man with no daughter
oh how i wish she could understand me
often i try too hard to be someone else
maybe one day when im on the self
she will be able to see me
know who i was suppose to be
i don't want to lie alone
when i know she's cheating on me like a math test
i know she has taken the best of me
as i lay down to rest
know that i thought you loved me
i'm becoming the man i sword to protect you from
but you drove me to become the one you hate
you destroyed everything that made me great
you stole everything i had served on my plate
i must of prayed way too late
who were you wanting me to be?
why can't you learn to love me?

i hate this place
this everlasting mistake
i never get my slice of cake
i'm sorry i'm the one you hate
why can't our relationship be copy and paste?
i walk alone down your street
but you never see me coming
you say that i must be fu8ked up
or that i might be dreaming
when it's you that's screaming
i might be too late
i tried so hard to save you
i hate that you aren't next to me
i wish that you were here
so that i wasn't the the creep
staring at you while you sat alone
i couldn't stop thinking about you
i know i'm a creep or maybe a freak
even when it's you under the sheets
but i can't stop thinking about you
i don't know what to do
i hope you can save me now
please it's the only thing i need from you
i hate sitting all alone
when you look my way
i feel all happy inside
knowing you want me by your side
maybe as my wife
i know something ain't right
unless it's you and i
i hope one day
i can't stop you to say
that i was meant for you
and marriage was your plan
i'll hold out my hand
become the only man
i hope you understand
what you mean to me
we were meant to be
you and i under the night sky