Cup of dissapointment

Small fragments of happiness fill the voids of dissapointment
If i i knew life would be like this I would have never signed up
False smiles hide the hurt to which there is no ointment
If there's an award for fucking up then ive won the cup

Struggling to breath struggling to think
Struggling to find a reason not to drink

Clinging on but my fingers are slipping
Looking for my sanity but it appears to be missing

Noone likes noone cares
A problem doubled is when shared
Dissapointment fill me up
Your my coffee and I'm your cup