feeble attempts

it was my last attempt at happiness,
the last thing  i tried but it failed again
they think something is up and are taking away my last freedom
it scares me to think about life without death
to suffer here and be alone in this world without hope of death
without dancing with the devil
without walking with the evil blades.
Without the love you feel from the comfort of death
this was my last feeble attempt at a way out of this.
My last chance to get away from it all.