The one

I fucking hate this
I hate it all
To die in the winter
Return in the fall

A little time I spend
Living amongst the dead
My true feelings
Thier all in my head

Time is short
This I know
I've seen my report
Soon I have to go

Little time for love
Plenty for pain
A push and a shove
It all drives me insane

To see the light
To feel the dark
I have failed all in sight
For I will leave my mark

Those who loved me
Loved me well
Those who didn't see
Can go to hell

My hell is living today
My last words I write
My suicide I will pay
I am done; no more fight

As you find that I'm gone
Whatever will you do?
Sure you will carry on
Will you regret never saying " I love you "?

I leave you to wonder
What have you done
To lead me to my slumber
Were you truly my one?