Whattsup doc

  Hey doc, see these marbles... of course not i lost 'em
Fucked up again leaving actions in my wake thats just another notch in post traumatic stress syndrome
Breathing so fast yet my heart stays so slow...
I passed all the warning signs that were telling us im about to blow
...so here we go
... sit back and watch the show
Because medicated maddness made me morph maddeningly, making my mind manifest monstrous memories, melding melancholy moods and manic malestorms mixed  melodicly, making masochistic misery.
See doc i'm learning new words to express how i feel
Because under the surface is rotten, just a few layers you gotta peel
Tell me doc
How do i go back on the devils deal?
And how do i turn back when an army of darkness is at my heel?
Help me doc or i have a dinner date with the devil, where as my soul is his meal... no kidding doc im for real