trapped in a predicament

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trapped in a predicament
by Lezy Dezzy Angeles on Sunday, August 29, 2010 at 11:40pm

You kiss my lips and i all i give u is a small smile, you're not on my mind. You move down to my neck, kiss me softly. I close my eyes, a tear excapes and slowly goes down my cheek. My body's here and my mind's on him. I try push u away, u pull me into a tight hug. My lips tremble but u kiss them still. I cant bear to look at u, to have u here touching me, to let u touch me. I want to scream! I die slowly in ur arms. Tears are coming out freely now but u still reach for my hand. Forcing me to stay when all i want is to go. I dont know how i've forgotten my voice but i cant bring myself to call out for help. It feels like there's a thousand eyes on us, witnessing my weak heart. I turn my head to see him looking at me with disgust. I shut my eyes tightly, i open them and he's gone. Above us vultures cirlce waiting patiently. You move down to my stomach. Im suddenly disgusted at myself, i feeling like im going to be sick. I push u off me and quickly run to the door. From the corner of my eye i see u get up and walk towards me. I cant open the door, its locked...