A young boy fantasy

A young boy sexual fantasy: as a little boy I always been sexually attractive to women and I always wanted to try what I seen on porn tapes, for example I wanted to kiss, I wanted to feel the pussy and breast, but I was never that type that drew attention or got attraction from girls. But I knew they was all freaky behind closed doors, but what fucked me up was the girls picked the wrong ones, for instance them pretty boys or them wannabe thugs dudes to explore on and to sexual with due to that everybody in school or the community know she is a freak or hoe, because she fucked with the wrong ones. It was couple of times when I was school and the teacher left the room and all the students were touching on each other boy's and the girls. When school was out the guys was in a hurdle telling how freaky or how it felt to there guy friends and that how is everyone knew the girls was freaky.