No Return..

This is the life I was given.
To be trapped here? Hidden?
In secrecy, I cannot take another day.
I'd rather die then be locked away.

Below the Earth.
Rotting away as my body lies in dirt.
I'm alive but not well.
Forever I shall dwell.

My end is nearing.
Soon I will be leaving.
But not to a better place.
There won't be a trace.

There is no return.
For my body will burn.
The color of Red.
Until I am dead.

My body will disappear.
But my spirit will remain here.
Forever underground.
Where my soul is bound.