The Dream Of My Winter Solstice.....

I made my way through a restless day…
I climbed my bed,forgot to pray.
I watched d clock as it ticked past through…
Fell into slumber even before I knew.!!

I waded across streets that were strange to me,
Passages so bright,that I did never see…
People were new,and so was the time..
Funny it seemed,did I make that rhyme.

It seemed so obvious,did I know dis place,
Had I seen this before,did ma dreams gave me space.
I looked thru the time,I ran in search of light..
Alas! I could find sumthing ,that makes me hold on tight.

I felt the distance over my nerves,It enacted like goin' too far,
Wishes I fall short off! Smone send me ,,,, a bounty wishing-star.
I grope forward to let it go,it appeared like growin foreva..
I reached for d star,that kept shining low,seemd like I can get to it never.

I fell on ma back,still starin' high,higher den I ever saw,
The fall was too deep,I kept goin down, as I lie on the air wid awe.
I was held in d middle,what was it…a hand that I cant let go..
If I let loose,or the hand slipped off,ma life would almost blow!!

I held on to it,and there I’z brought to a soft thud on d ground
I spun like threads,almost teetherd like a feather,that escapes from a hound.
I stood on ma legs,that dejected me of the pain,I could feel it thru ma body,
The journey was aghast,and I was left, all disgusted and shoddy.

I jumped onto light.and overlooked d shine,and gazed over a shuddered face,
He seemd outcasted,thrown out of d wind,hunted down from a chase.
I brought ma hand,nearer to touch him,he feels somewhat known..
I stood amazed,was that me?…was i starin' on d face of ma own!!

I ran from myself,I hid ma fate,no choice to go someway,
It seemed like d stars,of ma destiny untold,have chose to left me astray.
I summed up ma gains,mustered ma courage and ran for the final show,
I bent ma soul,hard hit on the ground,no reason left for me to know.

The choices I had,were clear as d fog,all I could see was iniquity,,
I blessed myself,with d hands of ma terror,that were engraved with absurdity.
The reason m here for,seemed too perpetual ,a fallacy to b loud..
Or the cause of ma suffering has a silver lining, hiding in d cloud.

Sleepy with un-mindedness,almost null of any hopes,
I cleared ma premonitions,as they somehow cleared ma scopes.
I looked afar.almost to the distance no mortal could ever see..
For the time in d whole while,I saw a mystic light,more brighter den it should be.

I sluggishly tip toed,and made ma way to the only shining spark,
The only hope,the only thing that made me skip ma heart.
I ran d few steps,tried to overcome d sorrow inside me..
An undimmed shine,took ova ma eyes,and I was brimming with glee.

This has got to be the reason,the reason for ma meaningless quest,
The only cause for ma uneven presence and this abysmal test.
I had been let down a few times in ma life ,but I always rose high,
The radiance in the distance,seems too mystic,in this common man’s eye.

Cherished with the hopes of beauty,a distance so divine,
I found d light of ma life,the light a very few can find.
I stepped into it,with an acceptance so surreal,
The glow transformed into an image I can almost feel.

I touched d gentle aura,and it touched ma glum soul in return,
And lo! Behold,before I realize I was bathed in the sun.
The darkness turned to the ablazed glow,it shifted evrythin to white,
But most of all,I felt the light ,as it crossed thru my insight.

I could fray the presence,I was here without really being me,
I can feel this is you,there is nothing so sublime dat can be.
Your dimly lit eyes with beauty so true,I can make out in a million though,
Distances I can conquer,nothing would come in,where I choose to go.

You glistened like no living on this earthly base,has ever shone dis way,
You sojourn in a heavenly path,difficult for me to stay.
But wen u partake,Your warm hands dipped in mine,
I will take d blame,of conjoining with u as a kind.

I was dipped in sweat,ur passion took me forth,
Ma feet felt chilled,like I stood in the land of north.
Perplexed wid admiration I could almost hear u speak..
You moved ur hands wid such a waft,harmony I do seek.

Its bizzare,how I see u,in a land of such a profound vogue,
My breath is stuck,deep within,as if escaping from a rouge.
I clutched my hands wid yours so as to never-ever let you go,
But all I felt was a twinge in me,hard enough to know.

I fought d tumult,I kicked ma legs,to reach to u abate,
I fell afar,I somehow managed,to kip hanging late.
I hit ma toe,I clear the sweat formed in ma head in a coat,
I could gulp d lump,that somehow has now reached ma throat.

I open ma eyes,only to find I woke up in my bed,
I moved ma hands to touch u again,but I could feel d wall instead.
I caress d pain,I feel d joy,ma tears r all ice..
It was YOU,my dream so surreal…of "the winter solstice........ ,,