Regret Is a Bad Feeling.

 It hurts knowing I’m the one who caused this mess.
And I say this really and truly,
I’m remorseful.
I know you don’t think it’s me.
But it’s clear,
Clear as the sky with no clouds.

I sense that karma will get me soon,
In the meantime,
Take it out on me.
And this is a demand,
Please and
Thank you.

I pray that everything will be okay.
I’m an appalling person,
I know.  
This is not something I normally would do,
But this,
This is true.

This is something I would have nightmares about,
My worst fear is hurting someone.
I presume it came true.
I can’t believe I did this!
I messed up something that was destined to be unharmed.
Love.