lost love II

I remember that day
bright as can be.
We kissed but you didn't
know it was me.
Hating you the more
I stood there.
You hurt me
stupid fuck.
Though young and
loving
I wrap my hands
'round your throat.
You cried but
I never stopped.
I remember that day
bright as your tears.
We fought but I didn't
know how to stop.
Hurting you the way
you did me.
He fucked you
I know.
Though ignorant and
miscarried
I can't help but
to love you.
I think back on that day in 08'
and smile.
That was the first time I let
someone in
and it was to trap you.
I'm sorry.
I loved you but you didn't
love me,
you never knew my name.