the depression

I’m down
And depressed
But who cares?
With this depression I could lose friends
I think that would the greatest thing
Will ever happen in my life
Because I don’t want to bore
People with the same story
They might end up saying
I am lying.

I have been praying to Jesus
And praising him
But I’m not loyal enough
I have chosen alcohol over him
I don’t trust him enough
With my problems
But who is perfect?

I have been told to find help
If not, I’ll be miserable forever
Who will able to help someone?
Who is lonely?
Who is unloved?
And who has lost hope in life.