Jealousy

Stupid green monster
feeling me up on the inside
Causing such frustration
Trying to go with the flow
Just lose the hesitation
It's all sticking like glue
Like a swarm of madness
Ugh what am I supposed to do
Now I'm really confused
Shove it all down
It's not important
Trust is key
But it's not you I'm worried about
It's me and the things I think
This ugly green monster
It's got me trippin
Yeah I'm still spinnin
I don't want it to change
The way you got me feelin
But now I see myself puttin up walls
I'm so over this I just wanna fall
Though this monster is holding me back
Just need a way around it
Slip through a little crack
I wanna know what love feels like
Yet this monster is in my way
So it's got me thinking
Should I go or should I stay