angel darkest one

they know not what pain they cause me
and if they did they wouldnt care,
they leave me cold and in dis
pair
why do you cry,tears of pain
years of no change  
they pretend just to draw you in
their webs of lies and cacoons of deceit
you want their love and admiration
but alas dear friend,it is your divine province for which they seek.
do not alllow the tormenting breakdown.
you my sweetest blackened cherry ,
they are the hatred that gets you out of bed each morning.
thje very  breath in your lungs ,
the fire that is ever consuming,
feelings shared in moonlit bliss
they wish to conquer your inner shrine
tempting your lips with satans kiss
inhabitting this sactuary
warming their cold bodies with your rich burgundy blood.
bathing in lifes pools of pain ,
discover all thay is your fountain of purity and promise
dining on your alabaster flesh
looking deep into your darkened past finding green firelit eyes
with powers everlast
you are soaring high above and past
carry the torch of gads thunderous hammer
you are a spiritual warrior a goddess
in their dreams they wish to seek
but alas to spit on them as they bow at your feet