The Cycle of My Pain

This frost thickens and hardens my hollow heart and soul
It torments me until I become a fragile hollow body of glass
Touch me and I brake into spasms of hate and ever burning rage
You are the reminder of all those broken fucking memories
You are the reminder of all the pain I fucking swam in
You are the reminder of all the tears I fucking cried
You claim you are innocent and have done nothing wrong
I want you to feel all the pain you have caused me...
You choke with the lump in ur throat but you are not aloud to cry
You will loose all that you love until you refuse to attatch yourself to anything
Fear will parade inside you but anger will steer this everlasting ghost ride
There is no driver, there is no control, there is no leader, there is no hope
All hope has faded and drifted down the river, never to flow back upstream
It will venture out into the sea and eventually come back to me
But it will be worn, torn, and weathered into dust
You will suffer and wait until you can only look forward to being numb
Suicide- bittersweet ending, release, escape, future, present
You will no longer have meaning to life, you will have nothing
...And to go through all this then you have felt my pain
The cycle of my pain you have caused