Tonight

Tonight is going to be my night. I'll undress slowly in front of the windows. Taking my time as my hands caress my body. It only takes a second for my nipples to become erect and my body to moisten. I enjoy it so, the danger and the fear creeping up my spine. Who is to see me? My neighbor? A car passing by? I control the viewers but am careless....by accident of course.
Does this arouse you? Can you ever guess why? I no longer own my body. After that fateful night just about four years ago, when he took away my innocence and my trust in the common good.
My hands travel lower to that special place. So wet and warm, so ready. Pulling and rubbing fast. I feel my toes curling. I put on a good show.
Moaning louder...I have to confess I get off just listening to myself cum fast and cum hard.
Did I moan for him? Did I run to the bathroom covered in blood? Or is this just my imagination running too far and away too fast? I swear I am telling what I remember.
Please tell me it was all a dream.