Never Let You Go

I cannot make myself forget
Cannot make myself let go.
I'm not sure I'm ready yet.

You've been gone almost four years,
But here today, I sit in tears.
My heart is always with you,
You helped me rise above so much,
Now all I want is to feel your touch.

The hand of time keeps dragging on,
How am I supposed to move along?
You'd want me not to cry,
But how can I ever say goodbye?

Our dream-home was never to be built,
I feel so wrecked with guilt.
When I try to imagine our dream place,
tears start running down my face.

How am I supposed to keep going?
From no where, the tears start flowing.

Oh my God, I miss you so.
Your voice, your laughter and your singing,
How do I let all that go?

No, I won't, I can't, I must not.
I can never, ever
let you go.