I was thinking of You……….

I thought of You yesterday.
I longed for You last night
and when night reared it’s
quiet resolve, blinded You
Were somewhere else.

Still, I ached for You
Your embrace and tender
whispers.  I still recall
when You and me would
wrestle with life’s seemingly
paradoxical universal tomes.

Damn You – for leaving me
To the sentient beings here
and the effin human beings!

But I suppose You have Your
Reasons…….
Still, You came to me in my
Dreaming world
and You tempted me.

Why?

I would have loved You from DAY one!
You allowed me to be here and
Without a way out!
I am beginning to think You NEVER
Loved me.

Five times,
I came to You and five times some-
thing intervened!
and You did nothing to deflect and only
Watched me fall and fall and fall.

Not yet,
But Suicide,
I’m beginning to not like You very much.