Abyss to evolution

Looking into the abyss, with a wish to find the truth, I find my answers by my path of confusion & isolation which ended in front of the abyss, running thru the facts & fictions that I have absorbed in all my life, I hope to find a perfect answer for me for what iam here for?, for what exist beyond the abyss ?, what is the ultimate secret or truth for me. Without thinking of what I will attain & without worrying of what all I will loss iam looking into the abyss, And what I find is I see my own self looking back to me from the abyss, without any emotions or pain my own eyes I find staring back to me, I cant hear what they are saying but sure they are talking to me, I guess its time, time to take that faithful leap into the abyss for I believe is whatever I find in the bottom will not be the bottom at all, as it’s the fundamental trait of universes that whatever it creates has no ends, it either evolves higher or disperse into several lesser forms. Just as this question is either we find answer higher than we expected which take us to new questions or different questions to begin with all over again or accept the question as answers in them. Then the question is why jump, well I am too the universe & I don't want to stop either.