Voices in my head

Blood.
So much blood.
How can i control myself?
I deserve worse.

What is the point?
It's not worth it.
My pain is caused...
By causing pain

However...
Is it all that bad?

Voices...
"Fight...!"
For what?
"For yourself, you derserve happiness too!"

Do i?
Cause from what it seems...
Everyones else is but
Not me...

"That's bullshit!"
"No one else matters..."
It's my job as a friend...
I need to put them first...

"They don't care about you..."
"They only use you to please themselves"
So what...
My happiness comes from them.

"Keep telling yourself that..."
"You'll go insane"
But... i can't hurt them.
"Why not...? They hurt you!"

Drip, drip, drop
One, two, three
Blood and water
Flowing down the shower drain.