I Got Ahead of Myself

My heart is hurting.

My soul is yearning.

All because of one person.

He's so damn charming

and i can't stop the wanting.

I wanna be the reason he wakes up in the morning.

but what he dreams about when he's snoring.

I want to be his always,

but all I get is maybe someday.

He can't let go of her.

The way I'm feeling is so absurd.

becuase she had him first and I'll never compare to the bond they'd shared.

For christ sake they have a baby!

Fuck.. I can't stop the shaking.

He's charming, he's real... Fuck my heart is already his to steal.

I fell too fast,

i thought this would be different

and all because of the past..

I can't shake the feeling that we won't last.

My hearts too damaged.

Loving me is such a challenge.

I'm sorry I am the way I am.

Loving me probably isn't fun, man.