Hug

Just in my feelings
Feeling emotional but disappointment
Disappointed with myself
Disappointed with the way things turned out
I now I have no control but my input wasn’t good enough
I need to be hugged and not just hugged but really hugged
I mean to the point I stop crying then smile and cry again
I mean I’m tired of holding myself and hugging me tight
Tried of alone just plain ole tired of tired
Just wanna cry but afraid if I do I want stop
I need that hug and touch now