Crash Dummy

The results are always the same
with alcohol and cocaine,
can you get it through your brain
that its driving me insane?

I watch your life corroding
the cracks are always showing
it appears without even knowing
you've lost all sense of where you are going.

And I want to be that crutch
when it all becomes too much
but you push and I'm loosing touch
and I dont know how hard to cluch

To ideal visions of yesteryears
used to laugh til we cry now its only the tears
each weekend confirming my greatest of fears

that one day I'll wake up and you won't be here.