Can I write my way into your heart?

Can I write my way into your heart?

I’d sit and count
Each of my tears
Waiting for you

I’d watch the droplets
Pool at my feet
Reflecting a broken body
Staring back at me

Trapped in suffering
I’d keep your memory a secret
Secrets which would pile, and pile
Distorting reality
The world around
Fades away
Blurs

My thoughts
Are all that’s real

When my eyes focus
On my surroundings
I’m curled in a ball
Trembling, crying

But in my mind
In my reality
Tranquility and fantasy
Comfort me