Drip drop it won't stop

Ive breathed in sadness
Ive lived through the pain
I've felt close to madness
maybe im a little insane
Razor blade bleeding
Utopia dreaming
Momentary madness away from the darkest of demons
I hear Drip drops of sticky blood clots
I believe deaths a done deal when the carotids got
A mouth full of froth with each defibrillator shock
Eyes fixated and locked when all aspiration stops