THIS IS ME

International Women’s Day March 8th 2018!!

It’s supposed to be the day we celebrate
Been a woman !
For me it's a day to think, to look back on times gone by
For all over the world we have done
To turn this day into the charming color pink

WHAT'S A WOMAN'S WORTH
the supposedly weaker sex ( erm no)
We give life. some are wives
I am a mother and a friend.
I am a survivor to the end.
Some have tried to block off my way
They've giving me nightmares,
that I still have to this very day.
I chase the demons away
every god damn day.
They stormed my life.
Ripping me from inside.
Useless, forgotten waste of space I cry.
My blurred eyes tell the story very well.
They pulled down my confidence
With their harsh and sharp denial.
unwarranted, but dealt with nearly a
deadly blow.
I found myself so helpless
They made me cry
They turned my life to hell
And made me want to die.

MY WORTH IS NOT MEASURED
BY WHAT YOU THINK, KARMA'S
A BITCH AND COME BACK SHE WILL.

But let me say a few words
words full of hope
I've made my way up from the ground,
and rising every day.
The easy way out is not for me.
I'm learning how to cope
A woman, a mother, a wife
With no patience I strive
Caring, bearing and working
Still struggling with life.
Every damn day.
My worth is not measured by what you say.
You never appreciated me, but I don't care.
Asking about my worries, when you don't care.
Wipe away my tears, they are invisible as air.
I work cook and clean.
I struggle to laugh these days,
I used to help comfort, not anymore, as it was all in vain.
I hide my pain.
When you struggled I helped to pull you through
Only to be forgotten the very next day.
All this is me and what do people do?
Complain and create a mess.
Provide stress and leave me feeling depressed..
Pushed me away like I was some social disease.
You told me I was nothing and to crawl back into my hole, without thinking twice.
I was raped tortured and abused.
Told I was nothing every day for the first ten years of my life,
and would always be used just for pain.
I've swallowed my pride, put my feelings aside.
Done as I need in order for me to stay alive..
Ignoring your cruelty, your ignorance and your flaws.
You called me Bitch, Slut, Hoe and Tramp
I am answering with pride dignity and a complete loss of my self.
You called me nothing. a complete waste of space, ripping the very fabric of me out for the world to see.
WELL YOU ARE WRONG
ON THIS INTERNATIONAL WOMAN'S DAY

I call ME Strong, Smart, Sensual, Caring, Giving, Surviving, Tolerant and powerful
I call her WOMAN! I CALL HER Suzzie B
THAT IS ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!