Give to God

Sometimes I wish
Her name wasn't
In my recollection
Her lips
so sweet
once I kissed
Now I miss
And wish to remiss

Her splender
Love at only a gander
Once a long time ago
I know I need to let go
To sow her
To show her
I'm a better man
But can I
Be the man
She wants
She needs?

Is it greed
that drives my need?
Lust left unjust
Yet I must
Give to God
Whom only
I trust