Suicide Note**trigger warning**

I don't know how many times I've written this,
I don't know how many times I tried to forget this.
Maybe I'll make a clean exit.
Not slit my throat and just be done with it.
I could take a handful of pain pills.
But they'd try to pump my stomach and my momma wouldn't be able to pay those bills.
I could time it all perfectly.
Make sure they're all working.
They'll think this is about them,
but it's not.
It's me.....
I was never meant to exist.
I was never meant to last this long.
I'm sorry you all...
I guess I'm not that strong.



Please, if you're feeling suicidal reach out to a loved one or a professional. You are loved