Thin shim skin.

Where do i begin,so uncomfortable in my skin. The layers of light that pass right through me ,dont even stop laughing ,accusing. They have broken my down ,clawing ,scratching ,still the clown. Im trapped in this with you ,why am i the one invisibly seen through. The leaders ,cheaters ,touch me there eaters brought me here. Now im the sick one because i dont worship cool queers..  im drowning in here with every breath , sorry to bother you , im sure you need your rest. Oh to be my young of heart, blind ,dumb,nut smart. They really dont want you to see,how nasty humans can be . A shell with a smile ,nothing else  inside. I cant turn it off  sleep lets me hide. Then wake up to breathless sighs .You cant steal the sights from these sweet blue eyes ,disguised demise blind to arrive . Which way i pray one day she will stay ,bold with pride to pay ,showing me the way out. The fuse is short ,the bombs about,im fuckin screaming in here dieing to get out..