angel

In the soft silence of your stare
I gaze my emotion to you
and with it the gift of gratitude breathing
your neck and my whisper away from the day's last moment
I wait for you
but you may never return
the favor
and so I wait
will you come back and fly into my arms with trepidation
and resign  your selfish act for another day
Embrace the moment we have for it shall be our last
your lips like timeless clocks speaking my melody
and rhyme
and you never can find the time
to be honest of your guiltless words
please tell me that tomorrow
you will lose your selfish act
and gain the armor needed to be with me
for all I do is search my soul for your resolution
and comfort the disbelief that you will never again be there
drenched in hot anguish at the words dripping from my mouth
goodbye my angel
my Savior from guilt
I love the friendship and moments we have built