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Heart Break
The pain hit suddenly and fast
Next thing I know I'm crying out with a gasp
The pain I feel I endure
It's nothing new, that's for sure
Doesn't make it easier,doesn't make it right
For one so young to have this fight
Battling depression, anxiety, pain
PTSD, OCD, making me insane
Sobbing into my pillow, trying to keep silent
With each wave I relent
Finally feeling, after suppressing for so long
What I'm going through isn't right, it's wrong
Why do I suffer, how is this good
Why can't I move on like everyone should
This haunting, this anger and pain
On my soul it leaves a black stain
I knew I wasn't ready but I had to try
Taking prescription drugs, now I know why
Not the best, not the worst
Without them I'll end in a hearse
Next thing I know I'm crying out with a gasp
The pain I feel I endure
It's nothing new, that's for sure
Doesn't make it easier,doesn't make it right
For one so young to have this fight
Battling depression, anxiety, pain
PTSD, OCD, making me insane
Sobbing into my pillow, trying to keep silent
With each wave I relent
Finally feeling, after suppressing for so long
What I'm going through isn't right, it's wrong
Why do I suffer, how is this good
Why can't I move on like everyone should
This haunting, this anger and pain
On my soul it leaves a black stain
I knew I wasn't ready but I had to try
Taking prescription drugs, now I know why
Not the best, not the worst
Without them I'll end in a hearse
Published 6th Dec 2017
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6th Dec 2017 6:06pm
15th Aug 2018 00:39am
Super powerful,,, I have OCD like a mutha fucka,,, I went through quite a few meds till I found the right mix. ( have you tried clomipramine?) Its helped me a lot. Its also taken a lot too take my mind of the hurse. Keep battling mate...
