Distance

The distance grows
The silence knows
Of the pathways that don't lead home
I've been knocking at this door
With nuckles swolen from trying
Ignoring the feeling
That doesn't go away
Your  already gone
Not the one,u were anymore
Not the one I'd do anything for

She smokes more than she talks
A nervous walk
Like there is something to run from
Who is spinning the barrel of the gun
Who are you dying to escape
Restless leg syndrome
Amnesia
and selfdefence.
That has no trust,
In those who say they love.