This is where I leave the love I had for you. Dead, broken and useless.

Shot after shot,  
I lose myself in these thoughts.  
Analysing the words that won’t disappear
Cause they’re blowing up my screen.  
Wondering if I’m to blame like you tell me  
Or if there’s more to this situation than you’re showing me.  
I think there are things you’re hiding...
And I ignore the signs that lie in the colours of your eyes.  
I just want one more day...
Before this all gets torn apart,  
Before you forcefully rip my reasons for being from my smile.  
And I sit here like a child begging not to be beaten.  
Begging for your mercy...
Asking you not to drop this brick full of pain on my head.  
But you proceed.  
Watching my face bleed all the pathetic lies you once feed me.  
Desperately I try to scoop up my own pool of blood... into my hands.  
Trying to save these lies that once made me feel so whole.  
Emotionless you stand..  
With me, looking up at you from my knees.  
Blood dripping through the cracks in my weak shaking hands.  
The blood now surrounding us, represents the love I had.  
The love I leave here...  
Right here...  
 
- Nikolas