If I was sober.

Panic courses through my veins.
My heart racing, I'm so ashamed.
I know that I am the one to blame.
This wouldn't have happened if I was sober.
I was taken advantage of, but it was my fault.
As I egged him on, my mind came to a halt.
He came over and pinned me to the wall.
This wouldn't have happened if I was sober.
I realize the consequences of what I have done.
There's no turning back, I did this all my own.
This wouldn't have happened if I was sober.