Daddy's Girl

Daddy's Little Girl

Here I go again, letting people down who care
I will go down, one day
I tell my secret, do I dare
I'm so numb and cold
I don't care
I still can't feel the disdain
Self anesthesia cannot contain
The feeling of cutting, no pain
You can take my youth
You beat me black and blue
I'll never tell my truth
No-one even has a clue
Whole life one big bang
Up against my self esteem
Only I can hear my scream
Tie a noose, and let me hang
Daddy needs to blow off some steam
Sneaks in late at night
Daddy's little girl feels so unclean
You took away that flicker, that light
Demons possess me, want me dead
I agree with what they said
Pigtails and pony rides
Not today
Daddy said he wants to play
His body so crushing, barely breathe
Under this beast, I lie beneath
I'm no longer daddy's little girl
All the memories, they do swirl
Don't tell daddy's little secret
Cause then he would have to admit

Chelley Bean Poetess