Freak

You say you know me
and you tell me who I am.
I am a fool, a fat, disgusting,
stupid person.
And I believe you
because you "took me in."
You wouldn't let me go.
For nine fucking years,
you tortured my soul.
And now I can't even
be normal because I
was innocent and brainwashed
and turned into an
ugly beast.  I am fungus
growing under a rock
I am leprosy, a pariah.
A Freak.