Maybe it's Okay

We played hide and seek in the pitch black with your friends with no flashlight to guide us and some glasses of gin
I wasn't drunk but I'm weird and I know your friends thought I was;

After a while we kept hiding in the same spots so we could make out while no one was looking
I loved when you smiled at me
It felt like the ocean
When no one's there except me
The moon shining off it like magic;

And I don't know how we got here
I don't know how it took so long either
But I love feeling like this
I strangely love the nervousness;

You pushed new boundaries
And for the first time it was okay
For the first time i didn't push you away
Like all the others
It felt safe
For once
I felt safe
And I thought maybe I shouldn't be so afraid anymore