Reaching

Damn!!! Somebody take me!!
get me away from myself I cant take it
my spirit lays wasted... sucked dry in someones basement
beating down my body with chemicals that bread hatred
to far gone to make it.....
I've already broken whole hearts and dug deep enough to flee light
truth and mirrors are my enemy, and i must fight!
I. have. to get. High
a mind blowing explosion that last more than 2 minutes this time I'm hoping..
I need to hide my ugly faces before i notice.. and truth takes over
I'm loved by so many, missed by all, and I'm a daddy...
how long can i continue to do this to me?.. to them?
somebody take me away from myself.. I'm reaching.....