Responsibility Overload

I’m stressed I try I want I crave I feel  
I’m scared I fail I desire I’m scared to feel
I hope I succeed I’m sad I’m ecstatic too  
I try I’m stressed I love I hate everything  
Does he realize that I would gladly do it?  
Do they know that I’m diving in the deep end?  
I can’t swim I can float I can learn to  
Teach me Don’t Mock Me Teach Me  
I learn I yearn I burn with passion  
I control I lose control I don’t want it  
Take it. No! I’ll keep it I’m trustworthy.  
She’s honest She’s forget-ta-ble Who? Who?  
She doesn’t care She cares too much Why?  
Who? Who? What is the fucking problem?  
Get your shit together. What are you do  
ing? Where is your intellect? Brain  
is malfunctioning. So stressed for not  
hing. Be a robot Save your family  
Accomplish it all. Be a robot. Forget  
health chase wealth Forget  
dignity Have no shame. Where  
are you going? So easy so so so  
Easy.  
I just want to BE