What the Hell

I get it I guess,.
We fall back on what we know best,.
A simple way to not change,.
A way not to have to rearrange,.
Sometimes we relish in the pain,.
Like the fields relish in the acid rain,.
When you see me hanging around,.
Boosting WiFi from the watering holes downtown,.
Maybe you will see me as the friend I am,.
Then once again you can rediscover love my friend,.
Maybe I am narcissistic,.
I do know I am confident,.
But I will get you to understand what it is,.
You will know what my heart is capable of.,.,.,