wreckage

like the leaf green when it began
then fades to brown in the end
life has came and it was bright
now i feel i am in eternal night
the wind as it blows i can hear it call my name
im so different now but i am still the same
this life i have i used to love
now i struggle each day not to self destruct
live to the fullest, each day like it was my last
now i stand in the train wreck of my past