How I feel?

When I'm locked away no where to go  
Everywhere to cry. I need to share my
Emotions but who with? So much to do  
I need to be happy, stop, being so shy.
 
My parents are never around,  and so
Siblings don't care, only about themselves.
All alone but don't know what to do, now  
I need food but cannot reach the high shelves.  
 
Only key for the door.Lost.For the room.
Nowhere to leap to or from .So stuck now.
All I hear is a snore. Could this be doom?
When will the time for it to end come? Now?
 
Time will tell, will I survive now? Or die?
Will I survive, all alone? Will i lie?