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The magician
See when I first met you I called you a thief in the night just playing around trying to get under your skin see where your head was at you laughed and we laughed and went on. Little did I know you we're going to steal a little piece of my heart and dissapar in the night. Now I was drinking one night and it really b OK there'd me so I said I had to talk to you we went to my room and as we was walking we was talking abobut everything. You and your girl broke up and ya that's sad because she did you dirty but you over here doing me dirty. I told you about how your a magician and you blamed me saying I say or do things that make you feel like I donot want to fuck with you no more I understood cuz hey maybe I do. But then you tried to have sex with me again and I resisted because I was still upset about it and then you said you wasn't going to disappear again I ain't believe it so you reassured me that since your Indian your word means everything well how does your word mean everything if you did it again you disappeared again funny how that happens huh? We have sex again after you make a promise to not disappear again then you disappear and my dumbass seeing the good in you reply every time you text see I didn't know it at the time but I know it now I was your booty call whenever you Wanted to have sex you text me sex me and leave me little did you know you left me with thoughts...thoughts about what could be but by your actions never will be because you do n t claim to be but your a player and I see that now its who you are not who you want to be but how can I down you for something you are because you let your true colors come out I'm sorry if I'm the first one to tell you I'm sure I'm not but if I am I'm sorry but your a player and I rather not play a game I never knew I was playing in the first place see I didn't really have feelings for you it's just after you sex a girl a text isn't just a text and we sexed a lot like the time you came over to chill and I just wanted to chill you tried to have sex I told you no you said you was going to sleep over the next day and I had sex with you that night and you never even looked my way the next day. It hurt I ain't gonna lie but don't get it twisted see my brother taught me well and well I wanted to show you how I felt too bad I couldn't stoop to your level you was just too low for r me I knew how I was hurting and I couldn't do that to someone because I wouldn't wish rejection and heartache on anyone you tricked me had me thinking you was real but your fake and now I see it but I'm just going to walk away see because me and you are way different you Want sex and you lie to yourself saying you just want to "kick it" no your wrong what you want Is a friend with benefit or a one night stand well I'm neither so how about you pick up a girl from the side of the road maybe she is more your type. Your a very beautiful person because of your brown eyes that just twinkle but your a very ugly individual because of your actions and when you tried to fight your friend I stopped you me no one else noyt because your could have gotten your ass beat but because I cared about you and your success and career more then you did at that moment see I'm the perfect woman for you but you can't see that and I feel bad because now I'm moving on and your going to realize how down I was for you and hate yourself but you shouldn't hate yourself just embrace your magical ways.
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