Before her

The situation does not make it easier. She stand beside me unsure and hesitant. Our words can't have a fragment of time's space between them, but that gap feels infinite.

"l'd like more than what we have, but if this is what you can give, then it works for me, okay?"

"Okay" she whispers in a sigh

She slowly moves closer to me with an obvious hint of fear, her body tense, but when our bodies meet It feels like a lost part of me find its way back by surprise. If I was worried with whatever consequence will come to this experience, that worries fade instantly before her.

She pushes me against the wall, pressing her wet lips against mine, her hands drape over me, she kisses my neck, both heavily breathing, she removes my jacket off my wounded shoulders and pins my arm away from me while she undoes the buttons of my pink blouse, I help her out of my blouse and hold her thighs, lift her and lock her legs behind my lower back.

She's light and heavy at the same time, I stumble and catch us both on her bed. I laugh but it quickly fade when i see her face smiling back at me.

"we dont have to do this" i say looking at her deeply in awe

She runs her hand across my stomach, tracing her fingers up slowly to my chest just enough to hold my breath

"But i want to" her smile turns into grin

Her shirt undoes itself and removes   It entirely with poise, suddenly she pulls me close, with only an inch between us i see her lips quiver and feel her radiating desire for me. Its Intoxicating.

No longer thinking I reach under her, following my lead she submissively switch our places, grabbing my hands and placing it on her body as she presses her front against mine. She arches reflexively as i search her whole body, i keep one hand at her hips and another between her thighs.

With whatever forces trying to separate us now from our world, this much is atleast good.