Lowliness

Dark night, abandoned house
I'm lost but come here no pause
How did I get here? My decision
To give in to passion with no vision

Can't remember the road here or the day
When I got lost in this self betray
Leaving to you my soul and body
completely
So you could control me any time
and freely

Can't find words to describe why
This has to stop, no deny
Every day I stop it im my mind
Yet every night I'm here by your side

This staircase is steep and narrow
You are up there, no flick of sorrow
I don't want to climb but I do
I want to fall but it will never
be a true

One step, your gentle but demanding
touch
Shiver in body, consciousness left
not much
I am in you power, only you decide
From me there's only lowliness,
no pride