I Don't Care!

Do you really think I care?
About that sad little freak?
That stupid little whore,
A waste of space.

Do you really think it helps?
Listening to you prattle on?
She's cheating you, bro,
You know it, I know you do.

Do you think it RELAXES me?
To hear how "good" she is?
She's fake and we all know,
Faker than fake can get.

Do you think it makes me happy?
To see you together?
It hurts me because,
You mean a lot.

Do you think I still love you?
Is that why you try and hurt me?
Saying about her body,
Making me sick to the core.

Do you think it's funny?
Really fucking hilarious?
That I ended up in pain and agony,
All because I'm not a whore like her.

Do you think I give a shit?
About how big her tits are?
I'm gay, you know this,
But you'd rather have my body.

Does it look like I care?
About that stupid little cow?
Blood dripping down my arms,
Shaking with the anger.

Do you see it in my eyes?
The anger the hate the fear?
As I fall down to my knees, lost,
Unable to speak out.

Do you ACTUALLY CARE?!
About what YOU HAVE DONE?
DONE TO ME, MY FAMILY,
MY SENSE OF SELF WORTH!

I DON'T THINK YOU ACTUALLY DO!
YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME AT ALL!
YOU WOULD LAUGH TO SEE ME DEAD!
TRUTH BE TOLD, I'D LAUGH AS WELL!
I WOULD NOT LAUGH AT MY FUNERAL, THOUGH!
I WOULD LAUGH TO JUST SEE THAT FREAK!
MOTIONLESS AND BLANK, DEVOID OF LIFE!
MAKEUP DRAGGED AWAY BY UNDERTAKERS!
LEFT FOR HER NATURAL, UGLY FACE!
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do you think I really care?
about how much you "love" her?
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truth be told... I do...