My Unknown Side

My palms are sweating, my heartbeat is racing, my head is spinning wild,
As im introduced to the eccentric, intense, powerful burst of anger that quickly over comes my mind and soul, piercing a horrible pain through my body I've never felt before.
Eventually realizing in the back of my mind im not me anymore...
I'm something evil,un-explainable.
                      Unknown.
I ignore the thought in the back of my mind, raging through our home destroying us and our good times...not stopping til it hurts.. I grind my teeth,pull my hair,scratch my face causing pain.
Not seeing all the damage done I continue with my rage...breaking picture frames and antique mirrors with only myself left to blame..this powerful feeling cannot be obtained. Uncontrollably I Stomp and storm still not realizing my shame. What is this anger taking over? What else can I blame? I want to understand and learn to take deep breaths maybe hold the bad thoughts inside then let them out on paper late at night...i just cant get a grip of me and take me back to life.
Its almost like I no longer exsist slipping into the dark.."help!"
hear me cry...take me to the light.
What is this unknown feeling? Why cant it be controlled?
There's gotta be a secret to it...let my mind be told.