You killed me first!!!

YOU KILLED ME FIRST!!

I've given up. I don't want to play this game anymore!!

 I'm so angry I'm so mad and it suits me because that's what everyone expects from me.

That's what everyone respects in me.  

My warmth has morphed into a roaring flame and I will bless those, like they have blessed me.

I shall love those like they have loved me.  I will burn them like they have burned me  
 
Like this I need not write no letters from the heart to explain how i feel .
Like this I need not show no love at all!! as i slowly close my fist into a ball
 
 Like this I can revel in my own madness and bathe in my own broken sanity's blood!!  

Hahahahahahaha!  Like this I am me again!!
 
 Knock knock !!
“”  Who's there!! “”

 “”IT’S ME!! “”
  Silence ..........................................................................!  

“” Knock knock “”
 “” Who's there ??  “”

IT’S ME, HELP ME!!
  Silence..............................................................................!  

BANG BANG SMASH!!  
“” PLEASE, NO PLEASE!!  “”

Silence ................................................................................................!  
SOUNDS OF SIRENS!!

I wonder what happens now because you didn't listen ? because you didn’t care?

 I wonder what happens now? When I smash through the wooden door and the sound of shattered glass falls on the floor ??
 
I wonder what happens now? As I hold you down and all i can hear is that gurgling sound.  

What happens now????  as the light slowly fades from your eyes.....! and silence becomes the only sound!!

what happens now???????????

YOU DIE!!