I will accept

What are you blaming me for, dear?
I will accept, please leave the fear
Is this the fact you can't sleep?
I don't know what can I do with it
I am drowning in the same water
Clear but then swamp gets stronger
And those next to me are not the same
I'm afraid to ask will love repeat again
I will say there were no moment
When I wanted for you this torment
It hurts and cuts me deep
That I can't those promises keep
I still fight to understand
How love got into me and stayed
Please don't blame me for it
It holds me tight and I'm beat
Don't be mad at me for trying
To change, build life without crying
I failed. I know the problem's still here
So are feelings... always near