Missing Us

You do not realize that you were
The reason why I could not go to
Sleep last night. Everything was a blur

In my restless dreams. My queue
And thoughts were becoming too much.
I cannot forget that you got me through

Everything. It was all because of one touch
And words that I needed to hear during
My difficult times. Life is such a clutter

And a mess like tangled sheets. Whirring
And helicoptering images in my head.
You always found me so alluring

And I cannot figure out why. The bed
Is beginning to feel empty without
You to ask me what is on my mind. I dread

The day when I become too much. The doubt,
Overthinking and overanalyzing will kill one or
Both of us in the future. What we are all about

Is something I cannot figure out yet. I cannot ignore
That there might be something wrong with this.
I wish that I could slam the opening door

And be done with it, but I would miss
The serenity and peacefulness on your face.
As much as you are bringing me bliss

You are bringing longing and pain too. I trace
My name across your chest so you would
Never forget me. Take me to anyplace

Besides here, in reality. Daydreaming could
Be better than any other part of this life.
We are kneeling where we once stood

Before. We hold the grip on the knife
Together and slice through the thickness of
The jungle. We are getting through every strife.